Day 36 of #100daysoflovingmoney
This bag right here might have saved the day !! Not literally but for what I am doing with this challenge, then YES it totally turned things around ! I was leisurly scrolling through Facebook this morning and this Ad for THIS bag came up. Instantly I was like "Oh I really want that ". Of course my first thought was --I bet it is way too expensive. (There's that "E" word) from Day 9. When I saw that it was $129, I thought I could that ! Because as of yesterday I can anything around $100 dollars (if your like WHAT ? Check out my new experiment from day 35).
Was I in the market for a small bag --YES I was. I had thought about getting one the last 3 trips I had been on. Was this the size I wanted. YES it was. Was this in a price range that I felt comfortable with, initially YES it was. So then WHY in the Hell was I about to start with all the reasons not to purchase this BAG !!! Was this not where I was heading. Moving into that space where I felt that I had ENOUGH. This money for this bag was not going to take food off my table or shut off my electricity so WTF.
Luckily I had enough sense to keep the screen up and go and get in a different head space before pushing the buy button ! During my meditation I got the message that I had been doing all the mental work but it was STILL hanging out in my body. Well for me that would explain a lot about why I just could not get into that "Feeling" space with all of this. It was "Stuck" clogging up my energetic body. The body work was necessary to get back to that imagination state.
I laid down and used Reiki on myself. When working on yourself all while I was saying to myself that I was ready to release all forms of LACK out of my body. I felt it like a huge lump in my Sacral Chakra. After about 10 min I felt a calmness and instantly thought of that darn bag. Although this time in my mind I had the bag, I was opening it up, I was feeling the fabric. I was able to see me with it at the airport, and on the luggage terminal. I saw me packing my things in it with my passport laying on top of it ! The phrase "I wonder where me and this bag are going to go ?" I "I wonder where all the places we will explore will be".
OH, this was doing it !! I was FINALLY feeling that space of Alignment to what I had been mentally trying to do for a week now. I was so happy and I could not wait to go and purchase that bag. I actually didn't right away. I went for a walk and realized how much that meditation did for me and I did not even need the bag in my possession to get there !
This is the shift I so desperately needed to move my needle of Belief up a notch and I actually am going to buy the bag. I am not going to price check it, I am not going to shop around for a better deal, and I am not going to look online for anything better. Me and my bag found each other and I am saying "YES" to the bag !!!
So if anyone has a really cool place for me and my bag to come and visit ---Let me know --I am ready for it !!!
Money, Visualization, reiki, imagination, 100 days of loving money, beliefs, energy
Educator on the connection of mind and body, Hippie at Heart, mother of 4, Living in the MIdwest --changing to change the world one idea at a time !