Day 36 of #100daysoflovingmoney
This bag right here might have saved the day !! Not literally but for what I am doing with this challenge, then YES it totally turned things around ! I was leisurly scrolling through Facebook this morning and this Ad for THIS bag came up. Instantly I was like "Oh I really want that ". Of course my first thought was --I bet it is way too expensive. (There's that "E" word) from Day 9. When I saw that it was $129, I thought I could that ! Because as of yesterday I can anything around $100 dollars (if your like WHAT ? Check out my new experiment from day 35).
Was I in the market for a small bag --YES I was. I had thought about getting one the last 3 trips I had been on. Was this the size I wanted. YES it was. Was this in a price range that I felt comfortable with, initially YES it was. So then WHY in the Hell was I about to start with all the reasons not to purchase this BAG !!! Was this not where I was heading. Moving into that space where I felt that I had ENOUGH. This money for this bag was not going to take food off my table or shut off my electricity so WTF.
Luckily I had enough sense to keep the screen up and go and get in a different head space before pushing the buy button ! During my meditation I got the message that I had been doing all the mental work but it was STILL hanging out in my body. Well for me that would explain a lot about why I just could not get into that "Feeling" space with all of this. It was "Stuck" clogging up my energetic body. The body work was necessary to get back to that imagination state.
I laid down and used Reiki on myself. When working on yourself all while I was saying to myself that I was ready to release all forms of LACK out of my body. I felt it like a huge lump in my Sacral Chakra. After about 10 min I felt a calmness and instantly thought of that darn bag. Although this time in my mind I had the bag, I was opening it up, I was feeling the fabric. I was able to see me with it at the airport, and on the luggage terminal. I saw me packing my things in it with my passport laying on top of it ! The phrase "I wonder where me and this bag are going to go ?" I "I wonder where all the places we will explore will be".
OH, this was doing it !! I was FINALLY feeling that space of Alignment to what I had been mentally trying to do for a week now. I was so happy and I could not wait to go and purchase that bag. I actually didn't right away. I went for a walk and realized how much that meditation did for me and I did not even need the bag in my possession to get there !
This is the shift I so desperately needed to move my needle of Belief up a notch and I actually am going to buy the bag. I am not going to price check it, I am not going to shop around for a better deal, and I am not going to look online for anything better. Me and my bag found each other and I am saying "YES" to the bag !!!
So if anyone has a really cool place for me and my bag to come and visit ---Let me know --I am ready for it !!!
Money, Visualization, reiki, imagination, 100 days of loving money, beliefs, energy
Excerpt from a dialogue with John de Ruiter from the March 18, 2001 meeting in Edmonton, Canada
Q: I’ve been seeing how control and tightness exist in the core of what I was born into. There’s now so much more space for real living than I chose before, and this tightness also affects my relationship with money. Can you speak about that, and the tightness at my core?
John: That is tied into personal survival and maintaining being the centre of the universe. Instead of having a personal identity, which separates you from the rest of the universe wherein you are using the universe in order to cope, instead of maintaining a personal identity and being separate, from the universe, know your self within the whole universe. Then, instead of there being the need to personally survive, what survives is the beingness within you.
Money is energy. Do you relate to such energy with personal rigidity or a sweet openness? The energy of money is to be integrated: knowing how to be in the energy of money, while at the same time knowing your self and not needing to have a personal identity within the energy of money.
Q: It seems to go so deep. I don’t understand it but I know my life’s been driven by this control around money.
John: Your relationship with money is your mind on display. It displays the present nature of your mind. The mind doesn’t change easily; it is first governed by patterns. When you’re knowing your real self in context of those patterns, then you’re confronted by those patterns. They would have you being a different way than how you actually know your true self to be. It is being your true self, in context of those mental patterns that invites those patterns to open. That is change. You cannot change the patterns. You can only be your real self in the midst of them. That causes the patterns of your mind to transform. The patterns of your mind will match what you are being. They do change by transforming, but that is slow.
The change within your own heart can be in an instant. The mind matches slowly, and the body matches even slower. Your mind is a display of what you came into this world with, and your mind is also a display of what you were being. Let gentleness manage your money.
Q: I don’t think I know how.
John: Be open to being gentle with your money. Then the energy of what money is, is open and soft within you. Instead of money and the energy of it being cold within you, let money and the energy of it within you be warm – warm, living cash, instead of cold cash. There is a beingness to money. Find it. Have a relationship with the beingness of what money is. That is having a real relationship with the love in money, instead of the love of money.
Amy Lynn Sell
My goal is to give people a new perspective that enables us all to have health without a prescription. Mind Body work is my passion. I provide education and resources to those who are open to addressing their health through 5 Key areas of Nutrition, Emotions, Physical, Spiritual, and Energetic areas of the body.