Day 15 of #100daysoflovingmoney
Well today seemed appropriate and just happens to be the thing that came up for me last night as well. Sometimes I briefly hesitate to get this Raw to the Public but then I think --Why ?? There is no benefit in trying to look like I have it all together--so here goes
Over the last 2 weeks I feel pretty confident that I have some GREAT skills in managing and care taking of my money. Where my struggle is -MY FEELINGS around it !🤪
I have Connected "Feeling Loved" and "Being Accepted" so deeply with Money that I did not even know how it was affecting my habits until I started to UNCOVER my stories.
What I found was This:💔😞
✔️ If I spend money the "right" way I will be loved
✔️If I make money I will be more accepted and loved
✔️ Being Frugal is a way to EARN Love
✔️ If I do enough I will seem Valuable
✔️ If I do things to people's expectations I will Earn their Love
I mean sounds CRAZY when you read that --Doesn't it !
However these are the FALSE stories I have been living out day after day for who knows how long !!! So as I uncover the BS around my connection to Love and Money--it is plain to see that Love 🧡 is not dependent on ANY of those things or the myriad of conditions we place on ourselves to receive what we think we are missing--or that we think we need from someone else besides ourselves !
So this Valentines Day --I GIFT Myself Unconditional Love from ME to ME and I may or may not go and buy an overpriced Coffee Drink Just because !!!
Love, money, 100 days of loving money, self worth, mindset, love and money😍
Educator on the connection of mind and body, Hippie at Heart, mother of 4, Living in the MIdwest --changing to change the world one idea at a time !